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When I joined the Valdivia, it was not well. The part required was tiny, the cost was grand. The Governor of the Main Engine had packed in, and it was going to take a while to get it. Sooooo, We were sent to Japan, to get the part, while still working. Slow as treacle! Normally, nowadays, you have UMS: Unmanned Machine Space, however we had to do Watches, so we were always close to hand of the main  engine. I get to see first hand how the Panama Canal worked. Woo. Not as much as I'd have liked. Bloody watches. It took us 6 n a bit weeks to cross Pacific! " My girl friend will be thinking im deid. I'd better phone." Ahem. "Ill reverse the charges"(nae dough) My G/F took the call, they connected us.She is now my wife and still beams every time I bring this up. The phone call  Lasted less than 120 seconds.It cost her mum 20 quidish.i think. This was when, imco, I realised she is a keeper.  I was in The Love.|Uhhhh. Im now in YYaaa...

I would care, but it wouldnt bother me really, eventually.lolol I'm all about stamping my name on this. I know what it's like to be skint, too. Keep yir money! My point in life will have been met. I have a few 'I'm hmmmming over. Some I know, some i may meet, some Ill never meet. Several Million, could  have it in print. Therefore, I've kept all the old emails to prove they have robbed it. Plagiarism ,that is called. I know I'm correct about this. I can perhaps assume, I will aim.  I hope I wont need to shoot. Keith,Keef,Scabby,Blabby, Flabby says👇 Karma, will reward me. @KeithCa41469726

This  is an absolute fact. "its a condition, primarily, that manifests  as a disease, eventually" Essentially the disease aspect, has not been realised, due to the job yir working on,  the brain even,, changing positions when then  scanned lying down. You stand up and rubs, the healed  hole YOU made of Occipital bone(back of head to neck), at CHILDHOOD!! This link, is about this very thing. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/ pmc/articles/PMC2525914/ I now wtf happened, eventually. 👌  I then had tae harp back to the results of HorizontalMRI, how it was perceived. BEEPBOPBEEPBEEPBEEP. In head "they dont have a scooby whats causing this" handsintheairandproveyoucare, Keefles. Its not even my large IQ that has realised this fact. This eventuality of TKMS, is ,commonsense. If I hadnt been a Ginger Beer, I wouldn't have the info needed, to prove this. Fact 2, so to speak. We/me/they, need a Vertical to prove this. Why bother as I know this fact. Surely, the ...

2 days ago I had a call from a Dr at my surgery. He asked me to come up to the surgery, next day. I was perplexed. Unsure.Befuddled,at  what he was saying, as my NEW mobi, combined wae my Shakey Stevens impression, so I didnt get the first 2 lines. Ive had to be ahead, all my life. I can no longer turn off my "scan mode". In this instance, its  'cause I was no long  woke up. haha Dr stops short of the room,asking "have I dealt with Medical  Students" can you explain the DISEASE to them?  Ahem, Keith puts his finger in the air and Dr speaks. "about the CONDITION" BEEEPBOPBEEP. " HES READ YIR Thesis" In I go, to be a test case for these new GP guys, to learn their skills on, guided with one of the GP gang. I was kinda feeling safe. This a rarely visited zone for  me. I then finds out hell be away for 10 mins, then come back in, and they present their findings. 1 boy( he was a laddie) then uses the correct buzz words,...

Gets onboard MV Valdivia, at about 10.30 in the morning. I was welcomed by my boss, in the engine room. Total twunt of a man. I'm no normally so blunt, honest. I then finds oot that my 2ndEng was the chief engineer, but the long term chief was on board, so he had to do a shift and watch pattern with work. Hence the twunt mood. "if you work with me I'll expect you, being HND qualified, to know what every system is, by end of the week." This, qualification, placed an expectation on  me. Other Cadets would ask me for my opinion prior to seeing the 2nd Engineer. Pipe blocked up.... Me speaks-  "If we were to do this", Chief(even though he was a 2nd "if I wanted your opinion I'd ask an actual Engineer not a cadet. He was furious n this made me and other cadets deleriously happy. (in my head.. "its no ma fault yir demoted, till the Big Chief goes home") When a vessel comes into any port its a major job,  as shutdown  mach...

I've had the angst of a robotic claim I'm deriding the "disease" , for my own ends. The anger, dismay, scoffed at even by a shitload, both personal and online. Ive had a clever dude thinking I'm onto something. I know I am. Ive had a boss idea to exert centrifugal force too. Upside doon is obvious but by my thinking the vibration needs different amplitudes... My heis I'd sore. 😝🦖🚩🌈 Bed! @KeithCa41469726

I don't even know how this  got here. Why can't the repulsively obvious, be bloody dealt with? Ka bloody ching, reasons! Anyhoo🐖 If, I was to lie down, keep my "Valentine+1 in 81" day to myself, realised  again after injecting  Methotrexate 17.5mg, I'd never ever forgive me.  I  know my days would be longer, I know my sleeping would be affected. I know my eating would Increase!!!  My being really picky means to memorise this, namely the noises, the pain, the disbelief I'd just done that. {"Mams gonnae freak" previously mentioned}  [I am Keith Campbells biggest critic.  I punished me because I mislaid my car keys at end of a nightshift{wee job I had in a datacetre when being dx.) by telling me "I'm walking hame, YA BAWBAG! ]  THIS WAS A RIDICULOUS COSTLY MS FUCKUP!  Overdrive,  much? Well if you do, joost, gonnae no! 🦉 I decided in heat!! Learn fae me. DON'T RAISE CORE TEMPERATURE AS  NEW SYM...

I've just learned how to make this blog live. I am turning into my dad, who was a total retroid.(someone who still wanted the old way) . It's up at https://www. strivetospin. com I met a guy on a CCSVI Stenosis site @ Facebook.  This man has given me a renewed vigour, to sort this out. Truly!! He, is also of the opinion enough CF would occur on a merrygo round. I will have to suss this. Again.  I now have to know the know. Again. Again. 🦉🦒🦉   😉🌞      😆 Im quite pleased, with me.  Hell, yeah. @KeithCa41469726 

I've had the angst of a robotic claim I'm deriding the "disease" , for my own ends. The anger, dismay, scoffed at even by a shitload, both personal and online. Ive had a clever dude thinking I'm onto something. I know I am. My methis is on a belter of a site. I'll let yies know the url when I know it, properly. Ive had a boss idea to exert centrifugal force. My heis I'd sore. 😝🦖🚩🌈 Bed! @KeithCa41469726

Im keen on someone's kid, copying me and doing something with their time. Hence this.. As your aware, I wanted to see the world before I died. I had to hurry wae the curry, so to speak!! June 93. Shipping guy phones me to say I've to join MV Valdivia in New Orleans via Schipol Amsterdam. On my first ever flight(S) , I'm sat with an American couple. I am then told  by stewardess my hotel BURNED DOON THE NIGHT BEFORE, by message!  😤The American couple were truly nice, offering their support if needed n gave me a card with their details. I took my mega drive, not much clothes, my engineers log book, photos and a letter explaining why I'm stood in front of them etc.          Oh aye  n £8.40 spending money. ALL PAID. Just needed a bit of hope. 🌈 I was sat in the departure lounge for going on 2hrs,alone, thinking they are pulling my mega drive apart, thinking I'm gonnae be searched.          My bum was clin...

I've been pumping my file of "the cause, the repair of MS using TKMS" all over the world. My file described by a new pal... Your article sparked thought. Despite three serious concussions, I was persisting in thinking of concussions as general effects, which isn't nec so, as you point out. I'm looking for a better place but right now I'm publishing on keeptomyself .com  - one reason is that facebook does proper previews for articles there. you may want to put a small article on  ktms. Com p ointing to your present article. It's easy to do. I noticed some typos, none killer - prob worth another edit at some time. Thanks again, KP I have ruffled feathers, fell oot with MANY, remain obsessive about the 38yr ago incident, being more convinced our determined fate is NOT RIGHT. This is gonnae be a bumpy ride. I can feel it in ma bones. @KeithCa41469726 

Clapping noises. Here's one for yies. After my heid rearrangement and collapsed Occipital bone (learned). When I went down a staircase  my injury would clipclopclip noises . I would then worry about my furthering the damage! 0¿o This blogging shite has brought back loads of memories.🙆‍♂️ @KeithCa41469726 

There's been a   shit load happened today. I dunno where to start. Ive been enlightened that research in the centrifugal field is ongoing somewhere in Europe. Ive been given an idea to exert CF. I'M NOW ALSO CONCERNED. MORE SO AT LEAST. TKMS, willlll, WILLL, improve lives. The force required to lift BM off of Thalamus is damn important.. Therefore, it has to be safe. A cumulative force rather than a "wambam yir fixed, Mam". I was called a Pilgrim recently, from someone I respect. Made me fluffy inside. @KeithCa41469726

Trying to think of new ways to further the TRUTH. Also having "wit do they want to hear fae me?", angst. My days are easier when I get some input, know? Keithuk74@gmail.com if yae have questions or ideas. Anyhoo, I want to speak about my dad and fate. My dad was a classy dude. People changed tact when he entered a room. He's made me what I am. He said to my mum, months prior to checkout, that he didn't want to be 66. My dad died from Pancreatic Cancer the day before his 66th birthday. Many tears later... This caper, proving MS can be repaired, plus its not a disease, is my testament to my dad. I had to stop as I'm in tears, again. 🙆‍♂️ He blantantly commanded respect, from ALL. My storing they old days memories were  given back to me, upon his death! This is big time personal to me. HE'S the reason I'm blogging.🦖🦏✋ I loved my dad, enormously. 🤩 @KeithCa41469726

Had heid rearranged at 6y11m. I thought 15/2/81 was going to rule my remaining  Life. I memorised it. I stuck in at School. Im now  a MarineEngineer, who has circumnavigated.(19yoa) Dx with. MS@29 Injects Avonex for 12y alongside Methotrexate 15mg in tab form for 10y. Stops taking the bar steward, Avonex. Inject 15mg of MTX. I know there's something  🤔🤔🤔 In jects 17.5 MTX. Over time the swelling going down has allowed me to recall they memories from 6y!!!!.(Thalamus flow improved) Fuckinhell. Byjove "I can fix this pish" Im feart, I'm blown away, Im excited. @KeithCa41469726

Our day will come. Thank-you, Strivers. X

My matar jacket(stuff that covers brain) is a tatty mess. My brains mri image (your brain is under the jacket) has STRAIGHT LINES, IT HAS HIGH SPOTS, IT HAS A GHOST IMAGE OF A ROPE, it has gouge lines. It probably has a made in China stamp on it fgs.  It is so obviously rubbing. Whil e we take the gubbing!!  Nature doesn't Do straight lines BTW.  The rope mark friction is cerebellum eventually meeting the spinal chord{I'm MS part2}. Eventually your brain matter can reach the Magnum, decades later, after bursting Occipital Bone at  childhood. I've lived this, mind. My impact @6y11m, dx 29. It is the friction on brain that you see on MRI. This = tiny fragments that make those who should know, but THEY FECKIN DON'T. It is Thalamus furring up which leads to a dx. The money which surrounds MSers is beyond my  comprehension.Therefore, I won't even try to estimate. MS has given, and robbed many, but its exorbitant figures!  "Kaching doon the ...

Yesterday, my son and I went to watch killie v Celtic. On TV, of course. I was a shambles. My legs told me to fuck off, when going to car. Gets to game. Falling n struggling x20. "This is no right" I clicked.  You've left yir B12 6kui on the bed sheet. It was remarkable. I'm used to fighting n struggling but this is a place I don't  intend on visiting again. Bit of knowledge. @KeithCa41469726 Update:::I'm now doubling my b12 upto 12k. I did it today, unintentionally,, and I walk better. MS is all about learning, FOR YOU. :: Reread update. You can't overdose on B12. You take wow numbers, you excrete it, in your urine.. You can OD with other B dudes, so beware.

The Occipital Bone is burst. The brains jacket is new and shiny! Now friction on BM  comes into play! Symptoms were OK  for a.bit, to me. They went loco months later.. The outsides of cerebellum are mainly for vision, this is the area you see on MRI. .              It's now sandpaper time!!! Over time the dimensions of BM will lessen. . This means fragments of BM equalling a big scary WOOOO diseeeease! "'Mon well make dough off, the glaringly not a disease." @KeithCa41469726

I've just clicked the inertial bang on the head happened on this day 38 yrs ago. I think I'm at the closure point. 🌈

It's building, my heid is sore. You make yourself a cheese sandwich. You push down hard on the bread. It is now squished! Thinner, but a wee bit wider. "making a sarney, on this worktop wasn't a good idea" as its weak n shaky" The cheese in this sandwich is Thalamus! The work top you made it on is Occipital Bone(back of head to neck) Then, the worktop half gives way ,leaving yir lunch caught midair, but not completely on the floor. It no longer looks edible. This is  what happened causing friction we see on an MSers MRI. Now, if we were to repair that worktop(OB) , then put the secured sandwich, at the correct angle", under centrifugal force, we could open that sandwich up, the cheese(Thalamus)  could breathe!! @KeithCa41469726

I've mentioned about POWER THINKING, or a wee me conception of it@ 10y. I could not stop the train. "rather than greet(cry) think how.to get yourself travelled, like Biggles" I sussed out the lie of the land. ["deid by then" ] I eventually go to Glasgow College of Nautical Studies. A wee boy, with plans. Clyde Marine sponsored me with a wage  and a Shipping Company. This was '92. 3mth before DOT Exam days, heat started to give me trouble. More so than before, when I would wake up n have to sit side of the bed to cool down  age 8. Being too warm means loads of grief. Ive mentioned names, in the hope I've sown a seed, in somebodies head. It is a tremendous job! I leave College to join a bulk carrier named MV VALDIVIA in New Orleans. I bobs my head. "You made it, Keith" @KeithCa41469726 . 

My brain has been compressed and made my skull collapse+ shunted my cspine.  Others have only burst their Occipital Bone It's all about the MOI:Method of Injury! The calcified area,means there will be a friction point thereafter. These FPs are causing the white shite on MRI. I don't know enough brain info, but I do know Thalamus is affected  regardless of the MOI. The drop of BM has placed a flow alteration on Thalamus? Mines, battering ramesque, has left.my Thalamus squished. This is where TKMS will be used to lift BM off of Thalamus. The blood was ejected out of it by the impact, but using CF to refill it, would then mean the cerebellum can't reach the spinal chord!! I need to find a sticky wall, for hire. My skill, nature's will. Welder and a drill too. Hah @KeithCa41469726 @ serenebutterfly

It wasn't ma fault I was  "The Best Battering Ram" ever. It wasn't my fault he had a brick wall behind him, meaning no 'give way' to absorb the impact. Knowing what caused my present consumer status, has its own weight. 😔 The game, needs some truth. I will strive, I may dive but I'll be alive. @KeithCa41469726

This is my term. Internal heat. It happens when you have an emotional response or doing too much! In reality it's "Denial in action" . Laughing messes me up for a bit. That's OK! Crying messes with me for an age. That's pish¿ Ive recently learned this. It's down to heat. Occipital Expansion happens with Internal heat. This then means more BM is in contact with skull My old man died day before his 66th.He said to my mum he didn't want to be 66, months ago. I'd spoken with my wife over the years, about how I'd react when this happens. He was my pal, my dad.  TKMS is my testament, to him. @KeithCa41469726 

The snowball that is Keith, is growing. I am now the size of a snowmans heid!! "you'll will get there, Keef" I'm a bitty pleased.  Spread the truth  please. 

My Occipital bone was burst as a kid. I believe you are the.same. My BbR(BESTEST BATTERING RAM) moment was in my face. It scared the bee Jesus out of me. It shaped my life, my persona, my determination, my needed intellect and my future. I call this fate.i call that a TBI. I need to sway many to push this into the public eye. Others, say its way to large, to even contemplate tackling.  Then I came about. I can see why MS is regarded as a disease. If you were to look at the known cerebellum brain functions, what that area does etc then check Thalamus functions? It's no even funny. It is stupidly obvious Ive not put pics n diagrams on intentionally. @KeithCa41469726 🦖🦖🦖🦖🦖🦖🦖

When I was as an Engineer on a Diving ship, there was shift work for 110 men. As part of my walk round checks I used to munch. "ooo ill take a roll n dried out bacon up wherever" I ended up 15+ stone(25yoa).No best pleased at the odd honey monster jibe.... Noted.. I starts to lose beef and it wasn't intentional. More.. More.. Mam n dad are getting concerned More.... "This is it Keith" 😕 Dx Didn't Die. Morex20 I am now 11st 4lbs. Glad that the weight loss has settled. My wife was thinking same as me. "Teas Oot time". Didn't think I'd ever  be a normal weight again. "I am skinny, 31 waist down fae a 36."  I'm no well, I'm no longer a catch. That Adonis, has met his match. . .  At my derm appt..(I have Psoriatic Arthritis too) Dr- it's been shown that the efficacy of MTX improves, with injection. Would you like to try this? My pain levels at 15mg in tablet form, were challenging  but I'...

Yesterday, I injected MTX(METHOTREXATE 17.5mg) at 12.05pm. Two of my kids were not here, so my other was keen on "getting sweeties fae Aldi, Dad" Up we go, left ma phone, so no techno. Ever helpful, my son wants to go back in The Boingallow "ill live" 😔 We get odds and ends and a hefty carrier bag of shite. Said bag is in front of me. Still weighed BTW. I had one of the most "never again" reactions to MTX in a decade+ This imo, is  down to processed sugar. 3 weeks ago I drank 1,uno, can of cider with fruits(?) That fuck up took me 2 days to get back to my old normal(hah) .TRULY. "" I no longer will eat or drink, processed shite, on injection day. "" LEARN! This is my, dunno how valid it is, opinion. It's the bleaches used to make white sugar from brown sugar, THAT IS THE INFLAMMATION TRIGGER.. They inflame yir bladder! This is spasms  in a nutshell.

"You super know what's happened to leave you in this nick The methodology is, in my case, BUT I THINK ALL Msers share the same fate. You've been unwell for decades. The MOI, Method of Injury  defines your future. Namely  if heat sensitive, then the impact was inertial contact with Hypothalamus (heat controller ).  If not then the force from obove was enough to burst your OB, Occipital Bone meaning slight problems wae heat. It is the friction acting on BM which you see on MRI.  THE WHITE ON MRI IS FRICTION. NO DMD WILL HOLD BACK FRICTION!! IT can ONLY  be REPAIRED via TKMS, The Kinetic Momential System. Im still undecided  but I think its ROBOTIC "BELIEVE WIT THEY'RE TELT" ignorance. It was an Engineer, that lived the cause but In my pissed right off opinion, its stupidly obvious. Im time lived, time served, BUT this is anyone wae a brain opinion.. My maw could have seen what I see, and know. Fagtime. I'm annoyed I'm annoyed, aga...

I'm sat side of bed,  I've just went out for a fag. A distance of maybe 8-10 metres. It took me 2m slip sliding, sore, on  verge of collapsing sore,  but keep moving and leaning heavily atop my walker I use inside of my boingalow(I'm into hard techno) Ive just ate a banana. Last of the 3.mouthfulls  I gub 20 something supps, typin n coat them in the chewed up balala(that's what my kids called when young. I still do) and doon they go. I'm sooking(sucking) a b12 6k ui. I gub 1.5g of calcium n swallow wae Pepsi Max. Typing that above took me 5m. I already feel warmer(that's B3 Niacin part of B complex) . My legs aren't so sore feeling now as I'm drinking caffeine. Unbelievable. Every morn I sigh when I drink caffeine at the fact many take that risky twunt drug, Gaba fuckin pentin. I stand for my pain check. Smidgen sore back of legs and lower back. Still half a cup left so glugglug. 20 seconds after that, stand again. It's gone. Nothing ...

I've noticed there were 146 people reading my blog.Cheers.. I'm mostly alone so you've made me smile. I like my own time, but it's my norm now and I'm bored of me.. 😕  I  am aiming towards sorting this bar steward out, like the marine engineer you became due to this drrrrama. In my previous life, as you'll be aware/might not be... Marine Engineering tends to happen on ships. We simply MUST GET THE JOB AT HAND, DONE. My intentional acquiring of the skills needed, have given me the ability to repair us. I'm not a "gies yir money guy. I also have this pain in the arse(mines is padded due to supps/bare arse whipped every hour if on dmd) 🙆‍♂️☑️😝 When this palava, kicked up by you guys(?), makes print, things will change. Some would say I'm being Grandiose. Frankly, wheesht. This is stupidly big. I'm super passionate about this. My wife is still shaking her heid, fae the last time. ^It was then my thinking this could be used to aid d...

Spasms, are down to you eating or drinking something that irritated yir bladder. The method I use is 1.copious amounts of water. Each pee, the spasms will lessen in number and  ferocity.(LEARNED) 2. A cannabinoid will massively improve your life. If your a drugs are for mugs tyoe then I suggest you gie you a shake. You, the newly dx, will likely strive to be the same as previous. CBD WILL IMPROVE YOU. You are no longer a normal. Your now an MSer. You can do this pish, and  wae my help it will be a fraction of the grief I've LIVED. Try the various means and you will massively agree with many that ingestion of cbd, was the best move you'll  ever ever make, along wae supplements. @KeithCa41469726

My obsessing about getting closure can only be met by twitter. I truly believe that we are being controlled, to grease they Wheels of Commerce. DMDs/PK/ANTI DEPRESSANTS/GABAPENTIN etc All these earn dough, business, stocks. We, the human bloody race, are being mispointed to further their ends. All of these can be lessened or deleted with a bit of knowledge. Following me?  Gid(good) idea for sure.   I then think its that bloody obvious that only robotic intent is too blame. Ive given all the details of the methodology of repair, (except something terribly important, for their own health , to my kids incase I died! 🦉🦄🦖 If its left as it is, then the hoodwink will continue. Dmd are eating you up, if on them. You are being lied to and controlled.  I injected  Avonex for 12 year. I had a pseudo moment at Disney Paris. Gets to my yearly and I was touted with Tysabri ffs.  This is how cafuffled a dmd makes you. I wanted it fgs and t...

As I'm not blue in the face yit, I'll repeat. "it's not(MS) a bloody disease. Your unwell due to acting the goat as a wean" Edit:: it may not have been done by you, bursting your Occipital bone. All that could have happened, is a fall, or another eejit close, perhaps . Ive had several years to grrr this but see when I KNOW something, I simply can't stop. Maybe that's why I've nae real pals, right enough.        Lllllol. 😁 "Whhhhoooosh ya deuce" . MS makes you go money, shmunny. *How raging are you, your decade+ on DMD pish was a "dumbing down"? *How angry are you that the very machine your MRI was done on, has enabled this hoodwink? *How furious are you yir life has been pointed down the path nae twunt wants to use? *How embarrassed should the fraternity feel for the recognition of FRICTION disabling the cash cow?🐄🦏 *How fucking punch the arms oot their sockets DEEELIGHTED will MSers be, when they listen to ...

Firstly, I don't know why this is but I have... an idea. MS is a different beast at night. Last night I was up till 4am. Why?  I think better. All my obsessing about getting too old memories is, selfishly speaking, about closure(I even bought T shirts wae a big C on them from closure.com.My nickname is Cammy therefore I'd have cut my wee toe off back in my youth, for these tops) I plan better I decide everything at night time. I WALK/HOBBLE BETTER This brings me back to Methotrexate. I upped the dose and my old memories are clear as a year ago. This moving better says there is an increase in Thalamus flow at night time. That by expansion at daytime, then contraction  at nighttime, says ma quacking ENEMY, HEAT. 😖 This is rediculously true. The same as Caffeine improves the efficacy of painkillers . The same as Magnesium ends yir leg pain. The same as techno still has my rocks ma boat, @ near 45 yoa. I invite each of you all to try staying up late, then rethi...

This is after the growing pain shite fae my Doctor.  THAT NIGHT THERE WERE NO TEARS!!   1.try yir best, always 2.find out how to travel 3. find out qualifications yae need 4.START LEARNING  That night, naively ,I decided I want to be a pilot like Biggles (books I had as a wean). I went away into Glasgow to an open day... thing.  To cut  a long story short it was a 7 year degree.  "I might be dead by then". Tear thought of, but didn't.  My mum worked with a guy who was a deck officer in the Merchant Navy. He'd travelled the world. Loved it!!  My smile picked up. I had a possible target!!!  I troops off for an appointment with a Clyde Marine ENGINEER.  This delighted me. To let yies understand, I took my toys apart 2 weeks after Christmas  to see how they worked!!! 🧐😳🦉 @KeithCa41469726 for knowing the know MS, and more, wise🦉🚀 (Joost typing this has left a tear in my eye as the ...

Loads of symptoms. Pain/spasticity, fixed legs, worry, crying,  mare pain.. What can I do?? "This is getting hard to hide, Keith" but I had to continue going to school. My parents mustn't know. They'd be devastated I hadn't telt them. Cue, sorting legs out. My cramping was worse than yesterday. My pain was going to get noticed. I was sat on bed and started massaging my feet. "My legs and feet. They go, now" . I was chuffed I had a get out of jail card. As a big daddy, I can now see this is called reflexology. I've trained me by watchng the professional, at their job. Intentionally? "Course it wiz" A good way, and I do this maself, is to use your elbow in  hard circular motion with upturned feet. If your numbness affects toes, then rub the spades of they toes together. Do all toe spades. .. I've found I'm not as good as the pros, but I can lessen my pain, improve my walking and SMILE.  Save maself 20 quid too! @K...

This is set around the month before my 7th birthday and immediately after the impact. I'd been unwell for previous week of 15/2/81. I was champing at the bit, to go out to play. "what have I done Mamsgonnaefreak." I was telt(told) to be careful how I went down the 3rd floor flats stairs. I then rearrange my brain. O-o "best keep this to you" I had loads of  symptoms. I would awake with "still here" as my very first thought. This would last decades. Eventually, my mum takes me to see a doctor. (10yoa) "they'll give you pills, Keith". Ahem. I go see doctor. He reckons my sore legs are down to growing pains. I get myself to bed. I cried me to sleep , again. This was the point when I decided, I'm  on my own. I  realised then, that rather than cry. I would plan how to travel, properly travel, before I died. I eventually set myself to task, to get As in everything, that I do. @KeithCa41469726 for my take on the caus...

I'm bouncing the thoughts of IS THE LYING INTERNATIONALLY INTENTIONAL? I can't get my head round the fact my incident has not been sussed out prior to me. I knew what happened, eventually. All I had to do was learn the terms and explain the principle in layman's terms. When doing that, I learned about Thalamus, and his pals, that hang about the mid brain.  Diencephalon it's called. I then had to suss what the squeaking noise was, and the resultant drop. I then had to realise the resultant white on MRI was friction, because of the drop of brain matter. I did this due to Marine Engineers  standing heads above many. This, is truth. All of this is down to my use of a drug called Methotrexate . I take this for Psoriatic Arthritis as my joints swell. The brain too after my 38yr ago incident. I CALL THIS FATE! Regardless, my strife, will enable the life, many wanted and intended. Many things will have to change, before it can be amended. Nae twunt controls m...

I've spent a lot of my obsessing on this file, I'm about to add. This is my take on the noises, anatomy books and my intentional skill acquiring. The data is on paper. There were several wee bits I've left out. I'm about to post V3. The previous 2 are in my Neurogods hands. My wife said "is that not risky what you want to do?" I then explains it in more detail. She shook her Queenie heid. 🦖 https://docs.google.com/document/d/1txY_vp0zVDYahRqZIzg_2yoDMbxXGASclOduZytPpnU/edit?usp=drivesdk This document raises lots of questions . If I catch the correct eye, heads will roll. DMD use, of which I was once, is in desperation. Many want to get back to old them.This is "bargaining" FYI.  I'm no analyst but TKMS,TheKineticMomentialSystem, will (not would) DESTROY any %scale. I have the needed info. Anyone robs it they are dealing with the unknown.  I have to air this because if I die, the LIE would undoubtedly, continue. If I get ma way, ...

When first dx, you have shit loads whooshing through your, brain. I couldn't concentrate, I made mistooks.😕 It's no a time I want to revisit. I will as its important.   I don't even have a biology qualification. My priority att was to travel. Therefore I was a physics guy. My comprehension is skewed. HOWEVER, JOOST AS WELL I LIKED Physics. My thinking is the bodies storage of VITAMINS AND MINERALS is kaput in some way, due to rearrangement of the impact. How/why/whoosh. We have other shit to deal with.  Cue the need for supplements!!!! Me, without supps, is a 0.5 out of ten. I'm useless, I'm concerning, my kids would worry. Me with supps, is, in my skewed opinion,is a good 5 or 6, in old money😕. They make me strive, they have made me learn.  I ain't no bobble but I hobble  I move via controlled falls. I'm fooked without a walker. No order, like me, now.. This is my daily. It's perhaps expensive but so worthwhile B and K complex.(I h...

All my drrrrama, leading to me circumnavigating with the tag of Marine Engineer at 19yoa,, and kept the job for 7more btw,  has given me an insight not many have. I learned a staggeringly large amount of stuff to get that job. I  jumped through many hoops! I travelled. I met a jaw dropping, out ma league,babe.  I,  at the time, did an HND in Engineering with Marine options (degree course now is based on mine) .  I worked with BiG, engines, where stuff unnoticeable in car engines were 100x scale, of the car. This enabled me to see my MRI as friction. Thing is, a Cadet Marine Engineer would see what I've seen. Maybes aye ,Maybes naw. "Surely you have a skill, Keith, but this is bloody obvious" Controlled much? @KeithCa41469726

I've just said, "where do I start".  ° ° I had an inertial bang on the head when I was 6y 11m old. The 15/2/81 is stamped on my brain, now.  See, the memory of it was unattainable prior to me injecting Methotrexate 17.5 mg. Lots more appeared too and my head was buzzing. Metho, as my wife and I call it, lessened swelling enough to enable access to my past. The memory of brain being crushed like a sheet of paper, the 5 popping  noises like buttons of a denim shirt, the movement of ma brain like a chair being dragged on wooden floor, the squeaking of bone then collapse  of it, and the resultant drop.  I was super feart(scared) ,  once more. Beepbopbeep said my mangled brain.  "Failed Engineering, made you ill, Keith" "YOU CAN FIX THIS. YOUR Knowledge iS needed here"  Wowser, Keef. This is a crazy enormous, gigantic, monolithic  ......WTF am I going to do?  "Your rubbishing understanding of what they ...

I'm guilty of it.  I still revert to old Keef when down or bored, but I've learned that weight=hassle with  balance and not feeling  comfy in my own skin too? Being a  teletubby again, is so not gonnae happen! At one point I was 15 and a half stones. I am now 11st 6lb. The drop  was down to many things. I was dropping weight fast. I wasn't trying to lose it though. I wasn't exercising, for example. Round about 13st my mum was questioning if I had something to say when I was quiet, as that's no me really. "I'm joost tired" I reply. Obviously they'd been chatting about my weight loss. "I've to go for a scan today in a play it down tone" as I was having vision issues. FUCKADUCK, Keith. 🤔 "Definitely  brain stuff." tbc @KeithCa41469726