StriveToSpin

I'm trying to keep the momentum, my blog illustrates and exemplifies, and pleases me too, that I'm making a difference to some lives. My eventual realisations of TKMS, in action, will mean so fuckin' much to me. I , or try to in the main, keep my emotions in. Most would assume I'm a man. "They're awe the same", but you'd be wrong. It's all about internal heat, and trying to control it. I've been doing that so long I can no longer, turn it off! I may appear rude, even. My old man recently died. When I was initially told, I didn't react as most would. ^ The last time we actually met eyes I crumpled inside. My wife had to ask me questions, as I couldn't talk. "what does he mean to you", with dad listening. "Everything " I replied in tears. Cancer.~ I FUCKING HATE THE TWUNT. It robbed my weans of a granda. Its left my mum alone. It stole My Daddy, and for that I'll come back at you. My Way. Perhaps, once TKMS is worl...

90+ blogs. One of them has a "1" reading. The most is a "57" for wheels of Commerce thingy. I'm blown away. I thank each one of you. I'm thinking yies all believe me!! I don't lie. I learned I feel guilty years ago if I do, and this causes me "internal heat" . My honesty has caused me grief, over the years. I may tell white lies to save somebodies feelings. That doesn't affect me, in the same way. @KeithCa41469726

I'd already visited this topic in a previous blog. However, my shakes deleted it, as it was prior to supplements. Anyhoo, I read some. The gist is, and I didn't know this prior, female skulls are thicker than males, at adulthood. Is this there at childhood? Nogotascoob opinion says aye. I've telt(told) you all already, I know, nothing, of biology. Layman's at best.. I've had to learn awe this explanation of my MethodOfInjury(MOI), for my thesis. However, if you, were to weld 15mm plate to another 15mm along the edges, with non penetrative welds, that weld is, easy to break. If you were to weld 12 mm plates together the same way, that weld would be stronger. The shear point is much easier to reach on the 15mm plate. Now if we were to call 15mm Deirdrie, and the  12mm plate, John?. Do yae see where I'm going wae this? A female Occipital collapse, a bursting point, is easier to reach, than males. The 2:1 ratio says that skull thickness plays,...

im trying to word this in ma heid. The very second I enter a space, outwith my own house, I feel for heat, if its there. I adopted that one when I went to visit my parents. My old man liked heat. I'd call him a Polar Bear killer, on several  occasions. Heat effects every individuals order of symptoms, for sure. More on that later. First symptom for me is VISION.(same for all?) next is SWALLOWING dont CHOKE, SPEECH is now an issue VISION PART 2 is individual. "its now appearing in the other eye". then moves onto differences in SHADES of colours all in Fuzzy vision shapes of what yir loooking at!!! The reason, as Ive tried to voice, is heat affecting the Occipital bone and brain, equalling  expansion of them. Each incident results in different outcomes. Now you have more of the cerebellum, in contact with your skull, after Occipital damage. The whole point is to realise the implications of going into a warm room, or causing you INTERNAL HEAT, by exercis...

I've just been advised about ideas for blog. The first I've chosen for you to think on. MS HUG ======= I've not had this for an age, is the first point. From approximately 8yoa to 14y, this was a common. Daily occasion if not 4 times/week" "its like my lungs have went small" "its like wearing clothes that are way too wee" "Once you get used to your New Max breath you'll be OK" "it's like elastic bands x100 are there" My realising a wee boy can't go on like this, was gradual. In my head, I knew my lungs weren't  full, but it was going to be painful to go beyond that barrier. [omg] Bigboy pants enable!!![/omg] I FORCED ME! I BURST THE TINY WEE AIRBAGS IN MY CHEST! 😤😤🤯 "IT WORKED. IT WORKED" Edit:: knowing the know, I'd now espresso wae PK. I was 9 my head says now. Thereafter, I knew this was a tiny test, of what had to be done later, alone.. Bite the bullet. Take that...

I've just edited the blog about me widening the Occipital Bone leak x5, from the initial damage. Then it clicked! BeepBopBeep moment, indeed. If I hadn't done that, then I maybe would  not have intentionally memorised it.  I wouldn't have had a heads up that I had to move quick before I died.  I may not have been so bright knowing I had to learn learn learn to get me travelling either. I wouldnt have had the heads up to circumnavigate. You'd have hated you if the"rug removed from under yir feet" warning, hadn't been used properly! I didn't know. Everything, everything, has a reason!! MS has a calamitous engineering basis. I know I'm correct about this! I've lived the Bar Steward. @KeithCa41469726 

I've been farting about in the stats. Theres a wee map of oor marble, and parts of the world litup. I think there is traffic from outside twitter, therefore here's the link again, so you may know wit I'm on about. ======== This is a V3. The others are with my neurogod(neurologist), Dr Stewart Webb. The reason and repair of MS, with TKMS He, and the Queen Elizabeth Uni. Hospital in Glasgow, had first dibs. Obviously, I had to further this myself. "take the bull by the horns n mind yir bugle " @KeithCa41469726

I was at, an MS coffee morning thang ages ago.. One guy, 50ish, was told to stay away from caffeine, he wanted a Cappuccino badly!! Poor soul. Wawa😱 Perhaps he was told, by an MS nurse, for fear of him dropping ballast(pissing himself) , or irritating his bladder, causing spasms. I don't know! What they were doing was worsening their patient. Unintentionally. Of course. Eternal cynic, I am, knows. They kept them on the Wheels  Of  Commerce. Unintentionally, of course. Triple Magnesium Complex, strips the need for Gabapentin. Big doses of B12 change this mucky mess into a hassle. Canah makes it a pain in the arse, you can deal with. The CONDITION is all setup to worsen when heat is involved by expansion of Occipital Bone burst, acting on Cerebellum (tail part of yir brain). Now, when Thalamus   and his wee brother Hypothalamus were impacted we have a woooo neenawneenaw, disease. Pfft. I invite you all to suss out varying sections on cerrebelum...

My thesis is all down to the 15/2/81. It is 8 days after and that is what I'm about to try and word. 😅 Anyhoo, For the remainder of the next 2 year I was mad  worried about it. All because of these 2 events. E1 and E2. The 15th and 23rd of February 1981. E1 mangled my heid innards. Caused me unknown drama, I didn't know how much. I'd have to find oot. Doh!! E2 is a C shape, backwards, with my body. One end is my heid and the other my feet. Now, knowing wit I know now, I basically knew  my brain was down the back of my neck. My forming the C shape. Was a stoopit(daft) thing to do. When basically touching my head with my back caused me to become stuck in that position. STATUE LIKE!(lasted probably less than 2 secs but felt 22s) "you were right" "that was your brain probably"(referring to Occipital Bone collapse being burst, and brain falling downwards. ) I also mind a pot pourri like squeeze.[this is condryls probably.] 38yrs la...

My heid is all over the place......  I'm going to try and collate everything.  I want many neurologist to see my thesis. MSers need them to read between the lines. The lie has been proven using medical literature. [search Thalamus functions] and a link saying, sitting compared to lying down gives different results. This is too important to leave, Keith. So far, Thesis(th.) 😉 is.. online and blogged. In hands of many using twitter. In a second neurogod hands, I know of. In an academics hands In 3 medical students hands, 2ndyear BTW. They also have link to STRIVETOSPIN.com and thats how they'll contact me again.. Imo, a big name is needed. In that regard I'll have to blink think. https://docs.google.com/document/d/1txY_vp0zVDYahRqZIzg_2yoDMbxXGASclOduZytPpnU/edit?usp=drivesdk https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/ pmc/articles/PMC2525914/ 636 views BTW.  @KeithCa41469726

I was pissing myself for Scotland , when caffeined by drinking weaker coffee. I was dead annoyed this was causing me to have to change underwear, clothes, etc. 2or 3 times a day. This was at same time as b12 5k ripoff I mentioned in previous blog. My pain levels were incredible. My apportioning the blame was off. I want a coffee. 🤔 But yir on decaf tea. 💩 My take on that period... Caffeine, Magnesium, CBD, B complex, b12, + loads more. "surely the pain isn't down to no caffeine, Keith." From what I've sussed the B viamin gang enabled me to hold my bladder. Cue add caffeine at a higher dose. My ability to hold it in improved!! My pain levels plummeted. Now, I'm on high caffeine coffee. Less liquid=less wetting. I've no dropped ballast(nautical joke for pissing me) for a while. PK now do their job. I feel awake... Caffeine at a higher level is needed It's finding the dose, guided by your pain levels, that suits each and ever...

Any, and every family member of an MSer, have been robbed, by the impact too them  as a wean. If you've never ever, had an  impact, then it's inertial force by you. Probably moving too fast, like me. I am the Best Battering Ram  after all. The damage as a kid, to your Occipital Bone, which is from back of the head to yir neck, is still damaged decades later(friction points of the calcification at least. This would be benign MS? ) . The only change from your day, is Thalamus furring up and some more friction on your Cerebellum. I INVITE you to print out my thesis and plank it down in front of  health care professionals. Thing is, my repair scenario is common sense.  Nobody can make big dough off of a physics principle. NOT BY ME!! !! It is/was my duty, my point in life, to make this better, for ALL of us. https://docs.google.com/document/d/1txY_vp0zVDYahRqZIzg_2yoDMbxXGASclOduZytPpnU/edit?usp=drivesdk I am not wasting people's time.  ...

I injected 20mg MTX yesterday. "I was expecting much worse" @0930 hrs, I went back to bed as I had 1 hour left before I end my modified chemo by takin 5mg folic x 2. I was rewoke at 1120, my two legs didn't take it well,  at being  asked to work. The pain was wowser, again. 🤔 I was going  to watch football, as I said I would, to fittie daft son. "you don't have to if you feel bad, Dad" "he'll be OK once supplements are done" says my wife. Took me hours to feel gid. Still feel off, tbh. I need hammered in, nice n flush. Massive improvements but by god stick to yir times like glue, Keith. @KeithCa41469726 

Someone brighter than me will compile  a similar list, once TKMS is old hat. The  blame game will start once its needing a new scheme. Noooo, not the colour the ride is, "why has it taken an Engineer to realise this?" "why isn't he looking to make cash off this pish?" "we should have discredited him before now." "ma shares just crashed as a result of that Adonic twunt Campbell " Over time the REDDD NECKK, for many, will subside. Then we can realise the cause of much. TKMS will save a crrazy amount of cash, to NHS, and MSers World Wide. I'm All About Eve.  I'm no sure what to do. This is too big to handle alone. I need a source for funding. I need to be gid pals wae a spinner, too. You won't need to kidon yir a welder!! YOU NEED A BIG NAME TO FURTHER THIS, KEEF! I'm fed up to fuck with being a snowball. @KeithCa41469726 (power thinkin' 4)🤨

I stabbed me at 10.30am. 4 hrs later, my legs are spasming like they were 7 /8 years ago. Namely, I can release the potential energy out of my leg muscles by kicking hard down ways, like they  just went  rigid, then equates to my stilt like tree legs spasming lots. This is the potential energy, I/you want rid of!! CBD, along with Magnesium, will give you bendy legs, to even make this possible. If yir right at the start at the start of yir journey, get access to a muscle relaxant!!!! Be ahead of the game., by learning off me!!! I know it's head birling to be landed on MS Island. That Island is false, manufactured, reclaimed, controlled land, to make you part of the Wheels Of Commerce. I'm your equivalent of a man wae a lighter to make fire,  and has a boat too! @KeithCa41469726

I've had mentions of non exuberance, different reasoning, as to the cause. Imco. You all have the same as I. Mines was in my face. Others didn't know about the brain leakage, as its been a series of smaller blows, equalling Occipital damage. Each time there is an impact to the OB, pressure is applied to the seams, of it. In tandem with this being really young, memory comes into play, and they forget!! My injecting MTX 17.5mg has lessened the swelling enough, of Thalamus, to enable me to recall my memorised incident. Im skilled to read the implications of the friction, but my living it has brought Occipital seams, of that bone, OUT OF NOWHERE!! This was down to internal noises. It scared the buckin duckin cluckin life out of me. When my striving changes this FABRICATED Pish, I'll cry with happiness  that it's all been worth while. The similarity is friction, regardless of the why. We, anatomically, are the same at childhood I'm told. The 2:1 ...

I've given yies my deep sea past. Several times, a while ago now as I rarely go out,  these days. "When I was in Shanghai I was in a club called TAMPAX" or words to that effect. An unknown marches over to join the convo. My pal(Att) is next to me and he truly knows. "AYE RIGHT" with a doubting look from earwigging gobshite. The gobshite tried to dig a hole to climb in,, when my pal, at full volume... "HE HAS, HE HAS. KNOW WIT YOU RATTLE,SON " I thanked ma pal. 🏅 When this made up, unfathomed CONDITION is repaired, I'll have a field day. Nuff said. I'll say it again. I've lived this. I know how to part repair it too. Fate or intent. They're the same! 😜 I don't even know  the ^bawbags^ name. Ah well. " Whoosh ya deuce" That's him telt(told).  @KeithCa41469726

This is gonna be bloody hard work. I'm in 24/7 pain. Mainly Arthritic imo. I can deal with the MS  leg pain with Triple Magnesium Complex. Perhaps, this rise in MTX will suppress leg pain too? I'm looking forward to finding that oot. It, takes, about 6 weeks, to settle. As soon as I change the dose I'll know if I've made a bad move. Methotrexate(MTX) takes no prisoners. THIS HAS BEEN TRIED N TESTED! I've no been this excitedly feart(scared) for a good while. Probably, when I realised Thalamus functions(do search) were stupidly obviously, MS involvement!! @KeithCa41469726

I'm due an appt with my neurologist, in October. I'd like to say I can fix me to a merry-go-round (mgr) and make me better in one shot of TheKineticMomentialSystem(TKMS), then blow my neurogod away  in October. In the real world, I can no longer, self build. OR Self mount the frame, have nae true pals to SPIN me fast, or re cover me fae the mgr. PFF. SO😜 I am building the letter(in ma heid lol) to several theme parks. This will equate me to know  the merge 'tween biology and engineering. I can then tell, once the Thalamus has been "reset", or filled with blood, if MS can be lived without an Occipital repair. However I think Thalamus being engorged would stop any possibility of cerebellum hugging the spinal chord or column. (14/11...read doorstep blog) I don't know. I've never did biology, which was joost as well or the TKMS idea wouldn't have happened. 😱 I don't know  enough  to answer this, or realise the causative dangers.......

I had a pressing need to travel before I died, which I truly  thought, was likely, too. Clyde Marine was my initial " get in " to the Merchant Navy. Once Id passed my high school exams, I was alloted a place on HND in Engineering with Marine Options. Its 1991. I'm 17 yoa. First day, we had a representative fae CLYDE MARINE. They alloted shipping companies to us. Some, we're given Passenger Lines, others Oil Tanker firms. I was alloted a Glasgow firm, Harrisons Clyde. Stirling Shipping was a subsidiary of them. We were given a paltry amount while training.Ahem. There were guys fae Orkney and the like, that had to stay in THE HALLS OF RESIDENCE. IF YIR WEAN DOES THIS JOB? DO YIR BEST TO FIND A FLAT, AS ITS RIP OFF City. THIS MEANS HALLS  FOR A WHILE, TILL THEY GET PALS. To give you an idea. Cadet money was say 90 quid, a week. HallsofPishidence wanted 70 off them for a bunk(similartoaship). I'm  30m on a train fae GlasgowCollegeOfNautical studies s...

Today I went to see an MS nurse. 3yrs since last time. She was keen to help. Referring me for various.I explains my wheels of Commerce thinking I explained my need to prove knowledge truly is power. I explained Magnesium completely deletes the need for Gabapentin, for example. I explained my thesis. She speaks with the correct people....🤔😯😃 Keef strives. What I'm saying is easy to prove. 1. Give an MSer a 400mg  triple Magnesium Complex. 2. Get them too gub them with a B12 6k and an espresso. 3. Do a victory dance on the way out, shoutin' "Keith says Im welcome" @KeithCa41469726

I'm on roughly my 15th injection of Methotrexate 17.5mg. I thought of, and I have been offered btw, going up to 20mg. I injected at roughly 9am ish. The fact I don't know says how your struggling. This then has a bearing on my folic stop time, tomorrow. I've learned that my gut will tell me. PAIN APPEARS THERE. Therefore 20 has you feart as 17.5mg is bloody difficult. However, I thought I'd drained my brain of all the details. Another noise, sensation, came to me when typing blog. I'm saying before I forget. . Bucket(back of neck) filled by brain after the burst of Occipital Bone, when stood up. Upon rising, I felt bubble wrap, grinding. Beep. Bop Beeeeep. I need to go up a dose. Decided. @keithca41569726

I get confused. I've mixed up Balearic (?) and Red Sea I'm an Engineer, no a deckie(those who drive the ship) @keithca41469726

Heat kinda changes MSers. The reason is the childhood collapse of your Occipital Bone fyi. One hemisphere of your brain is in contact with the burst. However with heat, the bone expands, and contact is then made with the other hemisphere likely equalling a new,  certainly not improved, symptom. This is why it's important to stay cool!!!! Anyhoo, MV Valdivia is leaving Africa. I was delighted. I didn't know any of the above∆ ATP.  Engine rooms are rediculously warm gaffs. The warmest I've been in was +70°C when getting a temp.  Up da funnel. Not good. I realised heat and I, had a problem, at 8yoa. I would have to sit side of bed to cool down and see properly.  Going into an Engine Room was not the way to go. You simply must. The next fortnight was close to being home time. I , in full "HAME" mode, I rubbed it in, as Cadets do. Eventually,'I "paid off" from Valdivia in Point Comfort, USA I've circumnavigated by 10...

We have had to stop by Singapore for water, supplies and BEERRRRR. Oh aye n jabs for the STD 22 who played away . Seriously. Sometimes, I swear, but mostly I stare. Serves them right. Morals, laurels, quarrels.🙄😪🤐😤🤒 It was a wam bam pay for the beer, Sam. Incredibly hectic waterway, apparently. Well, plans never work how you were intending.... 😂 Gets to Red Sea, and the Italian Navy wanted to board us. They got their way. War ships gave them away, know? 😮 This was at the time when Yugoslavia was being ripped apart. Checking for weapons, of course. They had Officers in the bar. Same for Filipino crew, in their bar. Machine guns  have  a bearing on how yae treat someone. We head for Suez Canal, Egypt. "We're free to do as I want, any old time" @keithCa414692726 ::Edit. I did all these last night. Fatigue laughs. I'm muddled tween 2 seaways. We went to Koper, Slovenia, turned the ship round n came back the way we entered...turned right, ...

We've just been ina place called  Koper/Slovenia .A new guy joins. Heat a  4th Engineer. The usual is to find a place to drink and be merry. We finds a place , it's quite soave, new and looked after.😑 The new deck cadet , new to life in general, thick as shite but his mam meant well, decided to be a dick wae a dick when a lady lost her clothing..🤪 He then decided,3 beers later, to put his feet up on the table. Gangsta owners no like this and pulled him off the chair. All hell broke loose. They were man handling everyone!  Guy decided I wasn't one to man handle, n gestured me  to the door. LLLLLOL We are kicked opt.Arguments,hard men n consternation. New 4thEng. came at me and I put him on his arse. Wound up, by the drunks I decided to walk back to the Ship. Midway a VW van stops and he wants me to go in it. I gestured I'm walking, showed my shore pass and HE LET ME BE ON MY WAY.🙃 Gets onboard, 1hr later, to be told they all got the Jail. Eventuall...

Myself, without supplementation, feckin scares me. Im frightened of nothing, but that concerns me. Factamundo. Anyhoo, I take loads and Ive added some too them. I learn daily, except injection days as Metho says GTF, sometimes. I've mentioned my starter ideas for supplements. B12 6K UI B COMPLEX K COMPLEX D3 and  POWDERED CALCIUM. This brings me to the rest. I tinker with doses. They need to be per INDIVIDUAL, IMO. . I was ripped off by a seller trying to get shot of 2.5k, he stuck them on sale as cheap 5k. The labels were placed so the true value was hidden) That Bar Steward had me really worried. It took me 3 weeks to notice. I thought I'd PROGRESSED. EPICALLY BIGTIME. I was thankful when good 5k ARRIVED and I was back to previous me. Point is,  high dose B12, does goooooood. Don't save yourself pennies. Learn fae my  messing up. I didn't get into the swing of supps, at first, but they are an absolute magnificent must now. It will be th...

The waters round Indonesia were shallow. The depth, or the draught as we call it, wasn't deep. Ship I'm on had, 20m under the water line, so we had to 'park' at an anchorage. The teams would come out n discharge via barges collecting cargo, in this case it was coal. The ship was boggin.  The holds were wrecked. I believe hire company pays for damages but in reality, it was left to us, The Engineering marvels.🤐 . . Out come..... Prostitutes on 2 speedboats, just off another ship at anchor. Chief, even though he's sailing as a 2nd, DID NOT LIKE IT WAN BIT!  "WE CAN'T MAKE FUCKING WATER(we used heat from Mach. To evaporate seawater, making fresh water) THEY TWUNTS WILL USE IT ALL" He was from England, brought up in South Africa. He was a total " bolt ya rocket". The Filipinos were in their element. Some officers went their way. I and another, and the 2nd, kept our winkie to ourselves. Cheating isn't me. We were then ...

With any serious illness, you either sink or yae swim.. I decided to be a speedboat, dressed as a Bulk Carrier. MS is the result of a force bursting the seam of Occipital Bone to Magnum. I know this as I've lived it. The common for all is friction on Mri. Namely, the brain is no longer fixed in its usual way. It is rubbing the healed burst of OB. Brain leaked out of your busted Occipital Bone, friction rubs the Cerebellum, progression is  down to gravity, the speed or voracity of a persons MS is down to the MOI and resultant, heat issues. To 'inflate ,or input  blood to Thalamus, Centrifugal Force is the tool to use. The force, controlled by the revs of TKMS:TheKineticMomentialSystem, could be the causative for unwanted damage, if they were span to fast, or the wrong distance from COR. I'm highlighting the method. Safety is the be all and end all. This says we need a cumulative force, to cause Thalamus to fill with blood , over several spins..and eventually ...

On the way to Shanghai Dry Dock, ALL hadn't a scoob what to expect. Only the Bosun, head of crew, had any dealings wae China, and it was decades prior. The Dry Dock was up the Yangtse(?) river. The qualified Engineers were like a chip poke in the wind, and I was their bitch, doing  stay safe stuff . I was told to be on the ball by F. O:First Officer from Glasgow. Scots together. Half of us Officers were fae Scotland. I'd expect to see the steering gear opened up etc. I'd only seen this in books prior. I'd expect the boiler(size of four transits on top of each other like a cube. I'd expect turbo chargers to be opened. I'd expect main sump to be opened n my Vernier skills to be het (needed). I'd expect anchor chains to be pulled and inspected. Yies get the gist. This is gonnae be a work up!! Get told about local money/tourist money. Get told about you are censored using the phone. Get told about the need to be safe so no blitzed mode. We, the...

I'm in Hibikenada, Japan.(made the spelling up) Some of the crew went "up the road". They came back soon. The biggest intake of breath ever when we mentioned prices. Lol I didn't even get to go anywhere, even if loaded, as work on the Main Engine needed, plus id joost joined. Appear willing, n that.😕 😅 Leaves Japan, we are headed to a coal berth, Australia, miles out to sea. [💩] The older crew members were, visibly pained at this, who did this job before... . "Bet you joined the Merchant Navy to see this, Keith" jibed the First Officer" [/💩] That night all 6ish Officers and would be's, the Cadets were in "The Iona Lounge" I was one of 4 Cadets BTW (2 deck n 2 engineer) , we are all in the TIL when said F. O came bouncing in.. "We've got new orders. There's going to be dry Dock in Shanghai, China. Alloted time is 16 days. Lots of us were dead happy, the crew too. However, we had no beer,  🤨. This was...

It knocks me for 26. It has done for decades. Say im padlocked()-o to a roasting  radiator. My eyes are the first to change. Then speech, Then swallowing.Then balance. then blurry shades of colour. This is as high s I've been,  about a 6 or 7 in the 1 in 10 madeup eyesight scale. When you suspect heat afoot, fake illness 'cause you will be if you push yourself. (too much effort=heat=expansion of OB=new symptom=more daily Now the last one happens around a 4 in the 1-10 vision made up eyesight scale. Then the other eye starts to get affected.It feckin copies what Ive just said. It is mad. It must be a disease!!!woooo"Mon well make dough off the lie" Long before you get to that "4" you should leave the atmosphere of wherever. If yae don't your risking a new  daily symptom. MSers prefer to staying away fae heat. Its Paranarama. I get you. 'Mon well go Engineer, Keef. You, and many, have impacted the Diencephelon(control centre of you) ...