The 23rd of February 1981 aka "The C shape"

My thesis is all down to the 15/2/81. It is 8 days after and that is what I'm about to try and word. 😅

Anyhoo,

For the remainder of the next 2 year I was mad  worried about it. All because of these 2 events. E1 and E2. The 15th and 23rd of February 1981.

E1 mangled my heid innards. Caused me unknown drama, I didn't know how much.

I'd have to find oot. Doh!!

E2 is a C shape, backwards, with my body. One end is my heid and the other my feet.

Now, knowing wit I know now, I basically knew  my brain was down the back of my neck.



My forming the C shape. Was a stoopit(daft) thing to do.

When basically touching my head with my back caused me to become stuck in that position. STATUE LIKE!(lasted probably less than 2 secs but felt 22s)
"you were right"
"that was your brain probably"(referring to Occipital Bone collapse being burst, and brain falling downwards. )

I also mind a pot pourri like squeeze.[this is condryls probably.]



38yrs later? ¿!(down to my inj. 17.5.MTX)



Ooook.

I myself believe this was why I've suffered full on MS symptoms from an early age.

Alone.

I further opened the damaged area of Occipital Bone.

Alone. Alone. Alone.

I then believe I've been secondary, as its known, for a good while due to this mistook.(for me it was the brain  being in the wrong UPRIGHT , POSITION, and gouged by clapping noises When I used stairs for example)

Apparently, my Mri changed a tiny bit! Ooh that's good🎶

Knowing the know, says there was little myelin left to remove.


My walking is now damn awful. My balance is pish. Drunk was wit people would have thought.

Now, I make a gid impression of near death, some weeks.

Methotrexate, or METHO to my wife and I, is  what keeps me, a version of me.

My mood swings are epic. I then feel ASHAMED. Again!

All drug induced, sort of. My stopping this drug WOULD leave m

e bed ridden in less than 6mth. Seriously!

My solving the blatantly obvious  will make me, like me, again.

I hope.

@KeithCa41469726


Edit:: I was lying on my bed, prior to 23rd, thinking, wth are you going to do?
I was doing bicycle move wae ma legs, holding my bum upwards (this has been another  bit the 20mg had enabled me to mind.

THERE WAS A CLICK, I FELT LIKE I'D JUST GROWN a good bit.

Knowing the afore mentioned, that was decompression of my Spine.

To this day I have an  bulbous egg just above my waistline. (TKMS wld sort this too?)

@KeithCa41469726