StriveToSpin

I'm badgering about. Jùst came across a user who is n the place most wont want  to go back to. We've all been there.😯 Hating MS, stuck on the same track, uses energy.  It also causes internal heat, which makes you worse. Repeat,rave,repeat is about time. I feel for you, hence this. My way out of the cloud, was laughing at my situation. I voiced my angst, with a counsellor too. The gent said to me at one of the very last of our meetings. " You've told me what you have been through" I now spill my lonely wee heart to the mirror. I don't want to upset my family, yae see. Please try this., unnamed user. I invite you to treat it as s wee brother, you love, but don't like. @KeithCa41469726

Your blooď can only ingress water/caffeine/ESPRESSO an undetermined amount. (It's actually about half lives fyi) Now, and I've been here lots, hence I know wit to do about it . Drink loads water. Each wiz(pee) you'll be dumping caffeine. You'll notice that spasm number and intensity lessen each visit to the loo. I have an espresso at 3am, due to pain killing effect, if need be. I passed this info onto a lady with RHEUM. ARTHRITIS, on a flight out. On flight back we met again. She is now in love wae espresso, too.😉 "I've not taken much PK, this last week" I then suggested a Magnesium Complex, for her sore legs. Learn!! @KeithCa41469726

:: 12/11...im now having doubts about Spinal Chord.For all COBers at least. I  now think, FOR THE MOST, that the limp brain,is trapped at the forced step,between Occipital  Bone to Magnum, after a collapse opened the midseam . I then think this could be the reason between Primary or eventual Seconda ry . Ie.  How flush the once forced bone,is healed,then determines the brains ability to either sit atop of the healed seam, indefinitely , or totally make it all the way to SC.. Now, this says, that Secondary is further lessening of flow of thalamus! . That then says that PrimaryPatient , has a flush healed seam. With little blood in thalamus, the brain is limp, enabling BM to slide to SC, if applicable. It's determined by the MOI:METHOD OF INJURY, of course, but the common splitting of EOC; External Occipital Crest for all, imo, is the same. @KeithCa41469726

1. Normalish me can't draw. Now it is laughable, my control of  a pencil. So. I'll try maself n get Shorty in the mix. I'm determined  The drawing of what  I think is the parking of your brain. I am now doubting SC: Spinal Chord, involvement, for all COBers. Draw I  shall. FuckaDuck.  I see a thesis 3, For all to see, I will attempt this wish Even though my drawing is PISH. TBC and D, for Dolly Me. 🤔🤤😲 @KEITHCA41469726 

Hate the drug , not the mug. I'm, in my constant attempt at SELF COUNSELLING, meeting the same thoùģht. " I fucking hate Avonex. Taking that muck was trying to show you'll fight this new MS pìsh" From jag 1,Will be forever memorable. 😐😲 12yr later It ate me.  Itchangedme. The drugs now will be the same÷÷. Now, I know wtf happened in lots more detail, again, due to 17.5 MTX? I'm kinda raging, at me for that choice, regarding Avonex. Double therapy . Wit were yae thinking, Keith? Interactions were wow. Nae option Keef. . . I'm no longer, what I was. To place me on Truth Road,once more? I havè to make me proud, of me. I need to impress the impressive. . . Even if he's deid!!! I need to blow the MS  world oot the water by sorting this  life wrecker oot, using ma past. That woulđ impress "Hen", my dad . He'd bob his deid heid!😎🤣 @KeithCa41469726

"Yir self absorbed" I burst oot laughing when that one was thrown at me. "This is for your own Vanity " I'm trying to make this easier for many, which I have. This is a total must happen. It's for my deid dad,millions worldwide, and it's for better healthcare, for future COBers, too. What I have been through has to be used. If I didn't I'd never forgive myself. Ever. My heid is sore, mashed, crashed. AGAIN! @KeithCa41469726