StriveToSpin

I'm trying to keep the momentum, my blog illustrates and exemplifies, and pleases me too, that I'm making a difference to some lives. My eventual realisations of TKMS, in action, will mean so fuckin' much to me. I , or try to in the main, keep my emotions in. Most would assume I'm a man. "They're awe the same", but you'd be wrong. It's all about internal heat, and trying to control it. I've been doing that so long I can no longer, turn it off! I may appear rude, even. My old man recently died. When I was initially told, I didn't react as most would. ^ The last time we actually met eyes I crumpled inside. My wife had to ask me questions, as I couldn't talk. "what does he mean to you", with dad listening. "Everything " I replied in tears. Cancer.~ I FUCKING HATE THE TWUNT. It robbed my weans of a granda. Its left my mum alone. It stole My Daddy, and for that I'll come back at you. My Way. Perhaps, once TKMS is worl...

90+ blogs. One of them has a "1" reading. The most is a "57" for wheels of Commerce thingy. I'm blown away. I thank each one of you. I'm thinking yies all believe me!! I don't lie. I learned I feel guilty years ago if I do, and this causes me "internal heat" . My honesty has caused me grief, over the years. I may tell white lies to save somebodies feelings. That doesn't affect me, in the same way. @KeithCa41469726

I'd already visited this topic in a previous blog. However, my shakes deleted it, as it was prior to supplements. Anyhoo, I read some. The gist is, and I didn't know this prior, female skulls are thicker than males, at adulthood. Is this there at childhood? Nogotascoob opinion says aye. I've telt(told) you all already, I know, nothing, of biology. Layman's at best.. I've had to learn awe this explanation of my MethodOfInjury(MOI), for my thesis. However, if you, were to weld 15mm plate to another 15mm along the edges, with non penetrative welds, that weld is, easy to break. If you were to weld 12 mm plates together the same way, that weld would be stronger. The shear point is much easier to reach on the 15mm plate. Now if we were to call 15mm Deirdrie, and the  12mm plate, John?. Do yae see where I'm going wae this? A female Occipital collapse, a bursting point, is easier to reach, than males. The 2:1 ratio says that skull thickness plays,...

im trying to word this in ma heid. The very second I enter a space, outwith my own house, I feel for heat, if its there. I adopted that one when I went to visit my parents. My old man liked heat. I'd call him a Polar Bear killer, on several  occasions. Heat effects every individuals order of symptoms, for sure. More on that later. First symptom for me is VISION.(same for all?) next is SWALLOWING dont CHOKE, SPEECH is now an issue VISION PART 2 is individual. "its now appearing in the other eye". then moves onto differences in SHADES of colours all in Fuzzy vision shapes of what yir loooking at!!! The reason, as Ive tried to voice, is heat affecting the Occipital bone and brain, equalling  expansion of them. Each incident results in different outcomes. Now you have more of the cerebellum, in contact with your skull, after Occipital damage. The whole point is to realise the implications of going into a warm room, or causing you INTERNAL HEAT, by exercis...

I've just been advised about ideas for blog. The first I've chosen for you to think on. MS HUG ======= I've not had this for an age, is the first point. From approximately 8yoa to 14y, this was a common. Daily occasion if not 4 times/week" "its like my lungs have went small" "its like wearing clothes that are way too wee" "Once you get used to your New Max breath you'll be OK" "it's like elastic bands x100 are there" My realising a wee boy can't go on like this, was gradual. In my head, I knew my lungs weren't  full, but it was going to be painful to go beyond that barrier. [omg] Bigboy pants enable!!![/omg] I FORCED ME! I BURST THE TINY WEE AIRBAGS IN MY CHEST! 😤😤🤯 "IT WORKED. IT WORKED" Edit:: knowing the know, I'd now espresso wae PK. I was 9 my head says now. Thereafter, I knew this was a tiny test, of what had to be done later, alone.. Bite the bullet. Take that...

I've just edited the blog about me widening the Occipital Bone leak x5, from the initial damage. Then it clicked! BeepBopBeep moment, indeed. If I hadn't done that, then I maybe would  not have intentionally memorised it.  I wouldn't have had a heads up that I had to move quick before I died.  I may not have been so bright knowing I had to learn learn learn to get me travelling either. I wouldnt have had the heads up to circumnavigate. You'd have hated you if the"rug removed from under yir feet" warning, hadn't been used properly! I didn't know. Everything, everything, has a reason!! MS has a calamitous engineering basis. I know I'm correct about this! I've lived the Bar Steward. @KeithCa41469726 

I've been farting about in the stats. Theres a wee map of oor marble, and parts of the world litup. I think there is traffic from outside twitter, therefore here's the link again, so you may know wit I'm on about. ======== This is a V3. The others are with my neurogod(neurologist), Dr Stewart Webb. The reason and repair of MS, with TKMS He, and the Queen Elizabeth Uni. Hospital in Glasgow, had first dibs. Obviously, I had to further this myself. "take the bull by the horns n mind yir bugle " @KeithCa41469726