StriveToSpin

I'm forever doing wee internal reviews, in my noggin'(head). My wife calls this obsessing. I call this "making use of ma zoomy heid". Namely my heid  won't stop. "Rather than getting upset, plan yir next move, Keith" And so it has been in circumnavigating this dying marble,  at 19yoa, all the while thinking my "tea was oot" (thought I was dying, from 6y11m). I didnt think, I'd be here, is the shortened guff,or to even be diagnosed with  a life changing scary dx. "Pffft" I knew, eventually, that this pish wasn't a disease. It doesn't scare me. Never has done. My disease goes woop woop(techno is a daily, deflection, some would say) and not wooooo,omg,wawa. Reasoning is , its no a feckin disease. . . . Now I'm aim, target, achieve=closure. Im fluxxed to fuck. As it stands I'm pissing on what we, think we  know of MS, which should be called COB for CollapsedOccipitalBone. Im using the medi...

   I have lived MS, from 6y 11m.    (on 15/2/81 , my recollection says, now)  My after the >impact<{details on Thesis 1} was, worth my intentional memorising, at 8yoa. This memorised day, in its complete entirety, has come back to me after injecting methotrexate. I have formed two Thesis, both @KeithCa41469726 , I have setup a blog( www.strivetospin.com ) to show my way, of dealing with , learned Drs and interested parties, COB:Collapsed Occipital Bone, which parted at External Occipital Crest. When this parting of the sea(m),which has then  angled the damaged bone at magnum fornum too, for some it.  has allowed BM to leak. This leak allowed BM, or Pons, to drop through  the opened   Occipital Bone seam. This has then squeezed Thalamus first, then Hypothalamus, afterwards. Regardless, of the magnitude of the impact force to OB:Occipital Bone,  Thalamus flow has been altered, and Hypothalamus too,...

I want yies to enjoy being alive. For the sake of some monies, I can help, make this be so. I am now building a post for all, pointing, to your life easing, supplements.It is heat which saps you, and makes you worse. It has ate me up and spat me back oot x10 , even. This is why staying  cool, is important.  Easier Days 1(ED1) =A hand fan and can of magicool spray, is yir pal here . Heat issues is due to hypothalamus being impacted as a child. This was in tandem with Thalamus taking the majority of the impact force.( HT is underneath Thalamus) The reason it happened is down to COB:Collapsed Occipital Bone(from back of heid to neck), the rug,  or COB, as I've learned,External Occipital Crest seam opening up, from literally under your brain, equalling the drop of BM. This drop of brain caused^the flow<¡...., to be lessened. I forgot this fact, till I used 17.5mg MTX, by injection. I'm breaking it down to aid all, COB/MS..ers In using TKMS:TheKineticM...

Before I start, proper, I've taken Avonex for 12yr, so please leave any angst oor ....there. Joost had a gander at twitter and I'm wee bit pushed for time, so I need to move my "rearest". Given the previous^ this had to mean a lot for me to diverge, at this time. As I said. Gandering(looking) at Twitter then and see a user wae paws, is going to stop DMDuh  ,  and they're a bit scared at this. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I was the exact same~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Not only did I find myself in the same predicament, stopping the bar steward was  involved in all my outpouring that has befallen, me. , 1. I initially took the twunt to show my family that I  was capable of dealing wae the latest, draaaama. 2.The mug drug ,that is Avonex, ate me up n spat me oot(I know this now). 3 As I was Dual Therapy, namely AV. on the Sunday night, and Methotrexate on the Wednesday, by  pill form, for a decade(mtx injectionfor 2 after that)  So it was to be, that I  inte...

I've been doing the twitter dance. Several peeps caught my eye, going through MS pain and Fibro. I dont have a Scoob about Fibro. Its reasons/its daily living/its ways even. However, pain and I are, not so much now, as I know how to get myself out of the "Boxing corner" and being pumelled. Its a 25/8, existence. MY THOUGHTS, MY WAY . . . With my aforementioned, nae biology qualification, Im no a Doctor blah blah. Marine Engineering was my old job, in my previous life. That job equates to different ways of realising, that you can do stuff, other ways. So, wit turned out to be MS required me to throw my hand at it. I'm pedantic as fuck. To do ma victory dance, I had to do a mini Biology guided learning, with my MOI:MethodOfInjury, as the main perpetuator. I then realised the collapse of Thalamus/Hypothalamus, was the main part of awe my, and your, drama. I'm not going to try and delve into the knowledge base of Thalamus, as it truly is a ...

Ive been trying my , omnipresent best to make dealing wae a dx, easier, for the person twittering with earlier. They liked selling showers in the cold.Nobody should go through this alone, and a helping hand was sought for and, I think, achieved a state she was more happy wae. My heid then goes a bit techno, Starts to wander, thinks on me as a lonely only child, a 6y11m wean, wae naebody to help, him. This is probably why I’ll no have the “is it joost me alone” stage, to happen, for them, as it did I. “Gonnae No” mode established, 3 slice of Panettone bread later. This is my point I want ICE Shower guy/gal, disnae really matter,, to realise. What you were going through is the Cycles Of Grief. I invite you to use wiki to search for a lady called Kubler Ross(?. What she realised, to my personal benefit and the gazillions worldwide, is that lots of circumstances lead to the same, be it death, or a dx of a disease, for example. What I then surmised, was that my daz...

The list, Im building is of the persons, I hope, can help  us. I say “us” meaning the MS Community,and the Medical individual(s) who  attach their names to it. I’ll joost be the centrifugal principle, “knowledge is power”  guy, who has lived the initial cause.  +Memorised the OMyG day he knew would probably kill him, but didn’t. +Circumnavigate this dying marble,then, 25years later, remember, because of a drug he takes, the real reasons for our MS. Then he realised he knew how to reverse one of  lives destroyers, MS. (It should be called COB, btw. ) To enable the learned  knowledge he’ll have to recruit medical illustrators, draw a wee bit to guide them(maybes), do some easy math too. Speak with the theme park bosses. Learn/achieve/adjust,  Wilma says I must, Sometimes,I wish I had a room mate, But I no longer get lonely! But ah fair miss , Having someone to, fookin bait. Bwaaaaahahahaha, they daz...