StriveToSpin

  MS is so much shit, unaided. Nobody wants to say the wrong thing to us, so think it best to leave us alone, or "let them suffer in peace", perhaps. It is tiring, lonely, scary, unfathomable, UN un ed. "Wish I knew this was going to end". "How do I stop this bus, because I want off!" My aim, is to show all of you, that "this living disaster, can be a "livable challenge", until TKMS happens. It will, by God I can't/won't/don't stop. To begin with supplementation is quite costly, so I'd advise you to stagger that cost, and expect it in smaller amounts. Over time it's a daily change, for a better you. I'll try to order any purchases, I'd make, with this in mind. By no means am I 1o0% in control of my existence. 40 years living with it is catching me up! I get so fatigued I'll be looking, at what I'm typing, to guide me, when it does arrive. I know it shall be. ATM I'm trying to build several plans of att...

The purpose of 079 555 000 55 , was to acquire the eye of the medical community. It did, yet it's bringing unwanted stuff too, so I've intentionally off-loaded it.  The number is now in someone elses hands  NOT AFFILIATED to me, in any way. I won't bore you with the detail, so my Marine Engineer ID plus my GP is proof I'm me. They have my landline details and I've  nae lhs pinkie. Anyhoo..... I'm so done in/goosed, wae my latest health drama, it's no even funny. MS is third rung for me. I'm actually doubting I'll ever get back to the old (lol), but I'll try, again, again,again!!  @KeithCa41469726

Just sat and watched a Ross Kemp piece about dementia. I saw a lady, scared out her wits, thinking she is in line to emulate her mum. She has had to sell the family home to pay 78k, per year, in fees to care for her. I wont even try and vent my anger, after said lady and similar parties, upon  being told by BoJo, that  all parties won't have to stump up to pay for care, which was their inheritance, none the less. Only to find there is no change, as of yet.  I then see a 4 yr old kid, named Penny, suffering a rare form of it too, with 100 cases of it in the UK. Her mum used a bin lorry as an analogy to say the cells, in the kids brain, arent getting their cell rubbish taken away. This childs life will end prematurely, 'tween 12y-20y Then we have Alzheimers. FUCKADUCK, this is big. It was at this point I  started to search google. I then learns about the different phases, and worsening of their peoples, health. It truly broke my, and MANY  hearts too, of course. I...

I personally have had a shitload happen to me, but this has priority. Im trying to picture the world , after CV19. { As we stand, the world has never been more sanitised, btw. But with the panic buying of cleaning stuff, it'll be boggin'{really dirty) soon.} anyhooo Our lives have been changed, whether yae want it too, or not. Some have no choice in their predicament, likely based on their country. My hope for all of us , is we can realise this planet can work together, to tackle climate change. The change in air quality is a positive, we can emulate, more often. We humans, need a new direction to aim for. "Money is the root of all evil" How apt, bearing that past ways are now working, against us. Perhaps lives will be more valued after awe this pish? I can but dream. @KeithCa41469726

Been a bit since I spouted blogish. Again,  there  has been multitude , truly, causing this. I was asked something . My reply was to say "Im just the sufferer".  My energy is sub 5% of a month ago, after a neenaw wooowoo, operation need,meaning 25days in hospital. My best wife, is trying to feed me up after losing, some 28lbs,  meaning down to 9st 13lb. Im still here. Ive yearned much, about many, I did learn, for future zany, Atm your shunned, I would too, if i wasnt sunned.  Time is spilled, when Occipital T shape is realised, and then billed, External Occipital Crest they call it? It will take careful manipulation, Of Occipital to magnum , re-uniffication. When the pulled rug, Left Thalamus and Hypothalamus,  Lookin' like a pug. However, Centrifugal Force. It is but an, easy shrug. TKMS will make this refill happen! Now all I need is some beef, as I'm cold/sore/spent, too. Dr say it'll take 4 m...

I don't know a lot, worth knowing. Except Engineering, I was gid at Marine Engineering, apparently. I circumnavigated at 19. Wooo. I worked like a twunt to get that job. That wiz robbed fae me. The rug was pulled fae under ma feet, so to speak! Oh aye. The cause of MS. I know that, because I've lived the bar steward. I didn't always know this, until my Thalamus flow, was increased due to injection of  MTX:Methotrexate, and a memorised day, appeared over 3 injections at 17.5mg. "Pain Central" to those suffering, due to Thalamus being flattened, cant know this bit, except gogetit members of MS:ManufacturedShite gang, ive chosen to enlighten. Why would they? Hawd(hold) on a wee minute! Them Doctors should  have joined the dots, like I have, SURELY. All the symptom, gumph, points to Thalamus and Hypothalamus? THE KNOWLEDGE IM SHARING , FOR FREE, MUCH TO MY WIVES ANGST, IS A PHYSICS PRINCIPLE. Fuckaduck, THATS, stuck in the muck. Its ma cl...

I'd need two revolving, records , of 5m diameter, to improve the health outlook, of millions. I'd then need 6  frames, to accommodate similarly weighted, sufferers, at 180 degrees to each other. These frames will have to be adjustable, and mounted, so that they are similar to a "racer " frame, with their spine parallel to the deck of the 5m, record. The distance from COR:CentreOfRotation, will be dependent on their progression.